Firekeeper’s Daughter by Angeline Boulley

Rating: ★★★

Libby can be very motivating when it comes to reading. I started Firekeeper’s Daughter, but didn’t finish before my loan expired. I had to put another hold on. When it came in again, I read so fast to finish in time! I also have about 4 or 5 other books right now because all of my holds came in at the same time. There’s no way I’m going to finish more than one of those.

Anyway, let’s talk about this book. Our main character, Daunis, is half Ojibwe, but because of a technicality on her birth certificate, she’s not formally accepted by the tribe. She lives between her white family and her native family. The story blooms from Daunis’ difficulty with her identity, family, and tradition. Interjected is a criminal investigation about meth being sold on reservations. Daunis is recruited to work undercover. She struggles because this is her community and she doesn’t want to betray them, but she also wants to help them. Also, the story takes place in the early 2000s. This doesn’t necessarily affect the plot all that much. I even forgot most of the time, until I realized how little technology played a part in the characters’ lives.

I enjoyed this book and was interested in the plot. There are moments that made me a little emotional surrounding grief and loss. Daunis’ relationship with her mother didn’t exactly remind me of my own, but there are things they say to each other that moved me. Daunis’ feelings about herself in relation to her parents’ lives, however, felt personal to me. Living between parents who are separated for whatever reason is difficult. The book shows how it is to live with grief in many different ways, and those moments were very special.

However, in some ways it felt convoluted, convenient, and predictable. I found myself thinking, “I wish this written better,” meaning the structure of the mystery and overall story. There are many revelations and different characters. I do like that since the book is about Daunis’ life, which is wide and varied. The book was rich in that sense. But working out the mystery could have been done more clearly. The two aspects of the book – Daunis’ life and the mystery – simply don’t mesh well.

I suppose on the one hand, they shouldn’t exactly mesh. After all, this mystery is disturbing her life. However, what I mean is how the story is created. It felt messy and unresolved. I was able to predict several revelations. I wonder what it would have been like if Daunis’ life was even more forward and the mystery took a complete backseat. For example, if Daunis only heard rumors and someone else was working undercover. If the book was a study on Daunis’ identity, grief, family, etc., even more than it already is, I think this could have been a great book.

Additionally, the romantic plot almost made me angry. I don’t read or enjoy romance, so most of the time a romantic plot needs to be done really well for me to like it. A lot of the time it feels like every book puts in romance just to have it there. With Firekeeper’s Daughter, it makes sense to a degree. Daunis is undercover and having this boyfriend is her cover. But she then is distracted multiple times by how hot he is and how drawn she feels to him. It felt out of character and forced so it could lead to romance instead of just being undercover.

Overall, I might read this book again. It had its moments. I can’t say the mystery was the most interesting part, though, so I do wish it was in the background more.

Trigger Warning for this book: sexual assault. It doesn’t go into detail, but an assault happens on the page.

Mexican Gothic by Silvia Moreno-Garcia

Rating: ★★★

TW: Attempted sexual assault.

I’ve wanted to read one of Moreno-Garcia’s books for quite some time, and Mexican Gothic happened to be the first since I picked up a copy in a spooky, “haunted” bookstore on a trip for my fifth year anniversary. I’m interested in each of her titles, so I didn’t have a preference which book would come first. However, I have to say I’m disappointed this was my first read by her since I was disappointed by the book.

The story is set in a Gothic, haunted house and has many Gothic themes and characteristics. I suppose that was my issue from the beginning. It was like being hit over the head: “This is a Gothic story!” I mean, it’s right there in the title. I’m not sure what my expectation was. Perhaps some sort of subversion, or turning it all on its head? Instead, it became a runaway train. I think the story tries to lean in so hard, too hard, that it verges on ridiculous.

The story centers on Noemí Taboada who has come to this house to help her cousin, who lives with her new husband and his family. Noemí has no idea what she’s in for. She thinks her cousin is simply unwell and needs assistance. But there is so much more going on, and the mysteries and horrors unravel quite slowly before coming down all at once, like an avalanche. The slowness of the first half or so of the book bogged me down a bit. I kept going to see what would happen, but I felt frustrated for most of this book.

Avoiding spoilers, I want to say why I’m giving three stars and not a lower rating. Obviously I haven’t said many positive things here. While the face of the story didn’t do much for me, the undertones, symbolism, and postcolonial lens all work powerfully here. The story takes place in Mexico, where Noemí’s cousin’s family has settled from Europe. They settled there long ago and opened a mine. That alone is not only symbolic, but plainly shows how white settlers come in and rip open indigenous land for their own gain. As the story progresses, there are many things the family does, and have done in the past, which parallel how white settlers have treated indigenous women, lands, wealth, children, economies, power, individuality, and freedom. Trying to defeat such a family, to right such wrongs… what could do it? How much would it take?

I can see, when viewing the story this way, how it works. It’s like looking at a painting, and it’s alright, but when the light changes, it’s beautiful, because you can see things that were hidden before. I think, though, that the main story, or painting, or anything, should be done well and enjoyable. The events of Mexican Gothic were sometimes predictable and uninteresting. Great Gothic stories are classics because of the tension in the main character’s solitude. I didn’t feel that here. I felt bored. With the horror elements, how vulgar and gross they were, even then I wasn’t moved since they felt over the top, but not in a camp way.

In writing this review, I’ve been trying to sort my own thoughts. I’m conflicted because I like what Moreno-Garcia did, but I suppose I don’t like how she did it. Perhaps in the future I could read Mexican Gothic again, after reading some of her other stories, to experience the story again and hopefully enjoy it more.

You by Caroline Kepnes

Rating: ★★★★

This book was very intriguing and engrossing, but after finishing it, I’ve realized I didn’t like it or enjoy it. I found myself disgusted by and scared of Joe. I wanted something bad to happen to him. That’s what I kept reading for. Since it kept me so interested, I have to give this book a high rating. I can’t give it five stars because it just didn’t have that spark for me, but this story is definitely different and kept me turning pages.

Joe Goldberg is a stalker through and through. That’s not a spoiler. The book begins because a girl walks into his bookshop, named Beck, and he becomes so instantly obsessed that the entire book is written in second person directed at her. The whole story is written from his perspective. Everything he does is for Beck in some way that he justifies. Very creepy, and very well done.

The best thing about this book is how Joe’s emotions change his perspectives. One minute he’s in love with Beck, then he realizes something, and she’s a slut. He wouldn’t say this out loud. He’s very careful with what he says out loud. But the running inner monologue demonstrates how unhinged he is.

The book kept me turning pages to find out what would happen to Joe, or what he would do next. It was enthralling in that way. It’s not slow, though there are some lags where time has to pass in the book. However, the last 20-30 pages is where a lot happens, and I’m not about to discuss it here since I don’t want to spoil anyone. I thought the ending was done well and it made me have strong emotions. At first I thought I didn’t like the whole book because of it. But then I realized… Well, I really don’t want to spoil anything.

I know about the tv show and the sequels. I haven’t watched the show and I don’t know if I want to read the sequels. When this first came out, I swear I remember it being marketed as a stand alone book. Then it was popular, so then there was a sequel. That’s one of my biggest pet peeves. It’s either a stand alone or it isn’t. So I kind of just want to enjoy it as a stand alone. If you’ve read the series, though, and think the sequels are just as good, please let me know.

Catherine House by Elisabeth Thomas

Rating: ★

Catherine House is a strange story about a fictitious, prestigious school. It follows Ines who isn’t all that invested in her classes. She has a mysterious past. The school itself allows students to do whatever they want as long as they pass their classes. There’s drinking and parties and sex. However, the students aren’t allowed any contact with the outside world for three years. Ines is soon put on probation, but she seems to drink a lot and sleep. It’s clear she’s running from something that happened before coming to Catherine. What’s more to this story is something called plasma that the school is studying for seemingly magical properties; or at least the story frames it as beyond the realms of known science. Ines isn’t in the plasma concentration, so she sees certain things from afar and is interested in delving farther.

I’m a slow reader and I’ve been in a slump for quite some time. Many, many months. I picked up this book thinking it was a gothic mystery that would have me turning the pages quickly. That wasn’t the case. I started reading this book around May or June and now it’s October and I’m only half-way through. I finally asked myself, Am I in a slump or is this book boring? Everything happens so slowly, and nothing seems to happen at all. Our main character doesn’t care about anything. She’s depressed and hiding. She doesn’t interact a whole lot with anyone. The interactions she does have are very muted. I suppose this book could be seen as highly philosophical, which is why it bored me. I’m not in the right headspace for it, so I couldn’t enjoy it. I like strong characters and interesting plots. Ines is not strong in any sense. She’s weak-willed, sleepy (literally), and detached from reality. Her perspective is utterly uninteresting. Perhaps that was a choice so that the school itself would shine, but the descriptions of strange goings-on don’t hit very hard since Ines isn’t all that involved. She also doesn’t seem to care. There’s no meat to this story.

When I don’t or can’t finish books, I always rate them one star. It couldn’t hold my attention so I couldn’t be bothered to finish it. When thinking about reading it at night, I would consistently turn away because I didn’t want to go into the story. Painfully boring.

Girl Waits with Gun by Amy Stewart

Rating: ★★★★

This book is a great work of historical fiction. The characters are what move the story along, and I enjoyed the somewhat mundane details of the sisters’ lives on a farm in New Jersey in 1914. I think when this book first came out, we didn’t know it’d be part of a series. But I’m glad that there is a second book! I can’t wait to pick it up.

While the book is classified a mystery, that is a rather small element of this story. This is the story of Constance and her sisters, Norma and Fleurette, and how they’re getting on when they’re unlucky enough to run in to a rather pathetic gangster.

I did thoroughly enjoy this book, and I read it quickly, but sometimes it felt a bit too slow. Some bits could have been left out to make the plot move along a bit faster. The one other con I have against this book is that Constance, our protagonist, is almost the weakest character. I have a good sense of who Norma and Fleurette are – what interests them and what their personalities are like – but with Constance, she sometimes seems like a doormat and at other times she jumps up and manhandles people. Maybe Constance is uncertain of herself, her life, and her own wants, but I still think that, by the time she’s in her mid-thirties, she’d have more personality traits.